Just today s thought

Just don't want to wake up anymore.Don't want to pass on but just don't get that feeling to do. I need some support.My wife does a good job of this but she is elsewhere and I need to adapt.Been doing okay I will survive.Any thoughts on how to proceed?Any comments as to what to do? Remember I'm disabled and trying to do things that I shouldn't but although it takes me a long time .I seem to manage.