Depressed

Ever have one of those blah days?
Well for me today is that day.It turned out fine when I woke up but I felt different.I knew today was going to be a depressing day but not this low.Yes I'm not crazy its just that ever since my accident I tend to feel the weather changes coming ,the migraines and the depression.I have been keeping a daily diary and it needs to be updated.
I think i will start putting input of the weather just to see if my diagnoses is correct.Because the quacks i mean doctors don't seem to care.
I mean I go to them and then they ask the same boring questions and then when I talk they don't listen or say no one can feel the weather its a wives tail. Yeah right.
It did storm today and rained off and on.
Which is a good thing in the desert but I can't seem to break this depression mode .
Only when I sleep do I not feel it.I can't sleep all the time.
One day I would like to get up and be how I was before the accident.But now only i know I'm down I look the same and dress the same.And people still ignore me because hey I'm a scary looking guy to most.
Need someone to scare you ex I'm the guy.Need to get that friend away from you daughter or son?I'm the one.I did it once for a friend a long time ago.His 12 year old daughter was seeing a 18 year old.He couldn't talk with his daughter or convince her to stop.SO one day at his house he asked me to put the scare in this boy.
All i did was when the 2 came back to the house i just went up to the girl and hugged her which was normal and glared at him with a look that could kill.After being introduced as a close friend the daughter went to get a drink in the kitchen for here boyfriend.Well i used the time to lean over and say that i sure don't want to go to prison again for someone like him.
She complained to her dad the next day that her boyfriend dumped her for some unknown reason.Which gave him the opportunity to say "see I knew he was no good: after that she went back to her own age group never trusting older guys and always asking her parents for advice.

Take notice

Hope I get the milk or the burger from this bovine.Pretty cool pic I found .

clipped from www.worldlingo.com

OK NOW I MAD

Today i see that someone in congress is pushing to give a 30 billion dollar tax break to china mart,I mean Waly mart.Come on .They don't even treat their employees well and now they need a tax break.The biggest retailer in the world.Hell they don't even pay their baggers in Mexico.That's right they work only on tips that they may or may not get.
You know what it is time for some trickle up economics.Give people who make under 100,000.00 a year a tax break.No taxes what so ever for ten years lets say.It would be a boom.
People would scramble to buy more the retailers would make a better profit more items sold need for more workers.AND who pays for it?
How about the DOD, they have at least one trillion dollars floating around so let them pay.Its out money anywhere.Why does the DOD need all that they get.SO they can train foreign pilots how to fly under telephone wires in Arizona.
yeah it happened they flew a helicopter into a high tension power grid landed and when the news asked for info on who it was no one knew.When the sheriff was told the news never said anything after that.No one knew why they had no power for 2 days/
Its because they were training foreigners how to fly under the radar so to speak.
SO there is the funds to pay for this.Stop training people for free and give the USA its money back.Lets get this going.

A Bridge of Shame

If I didn't do my job(when I was working)I would be let go for neglect or insubordination.Why do the voters allow the same politicians to stay in POWER?You need to vote them out.The country was designed to replace politicians not for it to become a career.
So now a bridge falls and kills who knows how many at this point.We pay taxes and extra taxes in gas revenue to make these road repairs and that includes bridges to be replaced when the are in disrepair.The politicians that pork the money to there special interest groups need to be fired too.
It won;t happen until the voters change their attitude.The last two times I voted I did not vote for one person that was currently in seat.I always vote to put someone new in.These old cronies have enough and we need a fresh AMERICA.Not a walker politician that never sees the real people.CHANGE THE VOTE

BAD THINGS

10.ABUSIVE PEOPLE
9.LONELY PEOPLE
8.ABANDONED CHILDREN
7.PEOPLE THAT USE OTHERS TO GAIN FOR THEMSELVES
6.BROWNNOSERS
5.WAKING UP ALONE
4.CEOS
3'ANGER
2.BEING FIRED FOR NO REASON
1.NOT STANDING UO FOR YOURSELF

CHEAP FERRY

Yes this is a ferry system to get from one beach to the next in Brazil.It is scary but just stay calm and in your buggy.These people are experienced.The cost is cheap 5 dollars or so,and you cross the streams or river mouths quietly.I just enjoy the ride on these plus they are non polluting with a friendly chat with the man who poles the raft along.

Gone fishing

While this fish is impressive I have personally caught some much larger.And I didn't use any bait.Its true all I use was a string with a knot on it.When I placed the string on the water it was less than 2 seconds that it was attacked.When i felt the tug of the line I Would pull fast with a jerking motion.The fish would appear on the deck and all I needed to do was stun it with a stick. Tasted real good too.
You see the supply boat that would come every 2 weeks had an accident on the way there and radioed he was headed back for repairs.Once that happened we were told it would be another 2 weeks before the other supply boat arrived.Since they didn't make non scheduled runs.So we subsisted on providing some of our meals for ourselves.Fish for me is the best.But some others demanded red meat.I just smiled and said: Please pass the fish.

Jungle life

A sloth climbing a tree.We once saved one of these although it was a baby from drowning in the swift river where we lived in house boats.It was barely alive by the time we got him.It stayed in our day tent where we worked from on the riverbank .And would be there in the morning when we left the boats.When a 3 week period had passed and he had started to eat some leaves we gave him for food one of the workers placed him at the base of a tree.All day he stayed there and night.Guess he didn't want to leave.The next day one other worker kept playing with him but i thought it more like taunting.When the sloth swiped his paw so fast no one saw it.The guys forearm turned red with fresh open wounds from the sharp nails.Told ya.Well later on after lunch we noticed he had moved up the tree about 1 foot.And by the end of our day he was 5 feet up.Boy are they slow.When they want to be.The next morning he was gone.Or so we thought.Around 5 pm there was a large crash behind our tent were he sloth fell out of the tree.After that we laughed and went inside.In the morning there he was 5 feet up the same tree.The following morning we never saw him or heard from him again.Wish i had a camera then but it was not allowed back then

Adoption

I and my wife are planning on adopting again.Yes did it twice now and i really would like to have family support.But every time it is the same thing.Dint adopt it is wrong You should leave them along.Well i cant just stand to see children abandoned.My first child was abandoned in the hospital and a nurse took him home since no one would care for him.Well she found out I would adopt him and called us.To make a long story short it took almost 2 years.And the major problem was the US consulate.I swear the guy in charge must have wanted money because every time i did what he wanted he would add another thing.When i asked why he said he forgot .He did that at least 6 times.Only only he transferred out,they do that every 3 years, and a new guy came in did it happen.He just stamped it.In the mean time while we were doing all the run around another child was left on my doorstep. he was 6 12 hours old.

So leave a comment if you want me to go on. thanks

Longest surf ride

Ranting monday

A;right people I've had it with all the iphone stuff.If you look you will see that we are 15 years behind japan in there cell technology they have 3 g and soon four g and we barely have 2 g.WHY you asked? B because they want to pump every nickel out of your pocket that's why.
And what about the AT&T spying for the government ? Don't think that stopped do you. No now its even easier.Stick to the basic and save your money because soon you wont need a cell phone.
And why do i have to deduct minutes from my phone when someone calls me?Other countries don't do this and they also allow others to call you when your minutes are up.

Remember this is ranting Monday and Ive stat red a new theme.Every Monday i will vent my crazy anger here.Maybe then ill be calmer.
To the people who live near me i love this area full of Latinos and it is more family related but WHY ALL THE COPS?Every where here there are cops.At the grocery store the mall the sandwich shops.Did someone see a terrorist in the neighborhood?Maybe but Ive never seen one cop on the north side of town walking they supermarket parking lots.Is it because there white? Is it because you're not? Yes I'm white but my heart must not be because i love this Latino culture.Everyone is nice to me.Kids still play in the area and people talk to each other.
Someone needs to have some family values taught and i mean those white people from the north.Lighten up.Why did you come here?
When i told a college that i was moving out here he responded i wouldn't like it. i asked him ,since he lived here already why. His response to many Mexicans.Well since Ive been married to a Latino for 22 years it insulted me and i told him so.His response :oh that's different ,she looks white:
NOT you idiot maybe that's why your wife screwed your best friend who for some stupid reason is still your best friend.Are you stoopid?
YES.
There i feel much better.